Smoke Grass

I'm back!
If you want an explanation to my absence, I'm typing up a journal on it right now! here:
Where Have You Been, Pshyzo?It finally happened to me. I finally had one of those art epiphanies that people are always ranting about.
If you haven't noticed, I haven't been uploading for a while. and that was because I was feeling super down with my art. All around me, I saw people growing exponentially, making art at paces I could only dream of. Bottom line I was sad, because I wasn't growing as fast as other artists were.
On top of this, I put myself up to making art I didn't want to make. Art that was literally a chore to do. Art that I believed was gonna rake in the views and the likes and the faves. But I wasn't having any fun making them. It was tedious unrewarding work. So, I scrapped all of those. And I ended up feeling worse about sinking so much time into a piece and not having an output. My absence has basically been a few weeks of that.
You always get these journals that say: "draw for fun!", "Draw what you love!", "draw what makes you happy!" but sadly, words on the internet are seldom taken to hear
(**no my absence wasn't due to some drug trip**)

Don't do drugs kids!
But, I'm not your parent, so don't take my word for it.